so this is what it feels like to be alone

I'm writing this blog at a party. Delightfest in case you were wondering. It's in the neighborhood in which marc and i both lived in together. In case you were wondering why i was talking in past tense....marc and i broke up . Since then my whole world has been a blur. I don't quite have a handle on what is real and what is a creation of my own mind yet. I wake up every morning thinking that this is all a dream. This can not be happening to me. I have good karma dammit!